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Lying on a Barren Bed of Roses

by KONG

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1.
Fury 02:21
My downward spiral All becomes bleak Through shifted momentum In the palm of your hands With the blades that you forced through me My misery feeds Incite the violence Disconsolate in my fevered furor Unable to push past all that's left me staggered Anger and fury My conscience consumed My guilty obsession I only want to ruin you My anger, my fury Pain forged in fire That won't stop burning (Burning me down) Vicious intentions They fester and torment (Acting out, I've been venting) So sick of the hurt (Lungs numb from the screaming) No one hears a word (The only way that I'll get through) Is with acts of violence unsanctioned In my pain and anger I've succumbed to the gloom Let myself sink and swelter, kept emotions subdued There's only so much ache and anger I can take until breaking MY FURY
2.
Letting blood in waves of noise It pacifies the mind and purifies For a fleeting moment Every thought will die A momentary collapse of consciousness Absolves the ache But when the bliss subsides And it all comes back Amygdala over-sensitized inundates again Overwhelming Stone cold to the touch An effective mirage Don't let them see the illusion At skin, paper thin Blotting out the vein To satisfy with a subtle taste Of clarity, to equivocate Emotion taunting me Blotting out the vein To pacify, strain unnerving Vociferously attempting to give peace To the dejection coursing through my bloodstream Cleansing wounds Breathing in the fucking poison This feels like Hell Underneath the fucking dirt This feels like Hell
3.
You are a perfect example of Everything I swore I would never become Alone, abandoned Heartache thrives here Misery's companion Exhausted from the thoughts That manifest behind my eyelids I don't get it How you could be so cold How you could be so indifferent To walk away, to disappear as a ghost I found the source of my grief It stems from the roots It's in the soil beneath And it won't come loose I'm still here Your mistakes were met without consequence Alone, abandoned Heartache thrives here Misery's companion Mastering in the art of repression The sorrow is swelling Behind my eyelids Wake up
4.
Cut the neck Three heads grow back Such is life, unrelenting Oppressive on the backs Of those who choose to live with eyes in the sky Meticulous dissection of self image is a partial catharsis Not enough to cauterize the wound Forever confined to the wall of noise All attempts to be heard are drowned out In dissonance Painting portraits of pain and purpose Losing composure Cracking on the surface Blistering thoughts derived from fear Always consuming me Always here Lying on a barren bed of roses The ground beneath demands flesh Nothing's sufficient enough Sacrificing self in hope that something will flourish Before the point of death Lying on a barren bed of roses Growing complacent Dying inside from the rot Such is life, unrelenting A droning shrill forever suppressing Punished by the hands of God The days become too long Corrosive waves erode and grind, until I’m gone Every single good thing in life will fade, weep, and bend Finally, take me away to a bastard’s end.
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No longer will I continue to suffer Underneath the weight of the guilt That you placed over me, motherfucker No more remorse No more restraint Done grinding teeth It's a demonstration of strength I don't need this To go through life Thinking the only way out Is to suffer to survive I don't need you to speak on my side You pushed me out Just another abandoned life Turn me over to the other side Pain becomes power No care for right or wrong Betrayal is the sharpest knife And revenge is the sweetest sin I don't care what you want And you'll never fucking win No longer another victim Now it's your turn to be the one afflicted No more pain No agony In seclusion, I found myself When everyone walked away And I know now the meaning of life Life lessons learned the hard way No longer will I continue to suffer Underneath the weight of the guilt That you placed over me You rotten motherfucker Fragile-minded piece of shit Master of manipulation No longer will I become another victim Bear witness This is now my demonstration
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Tooth and nail Clawing over scraps Losing sleep from the worry While rats get fat Stepping over shattered glass Is a vicious routine When everyday here brings a different defeat Eyes fixated on serrated illusions Grinding teeth, biting my tongue Just to keep from regurgitating my thoughts As I swallow them whole Grinding teeth, scowl and sneer Restraining frustration for the sake of blood Living in debt Dying in vain Aching eternally Scared to death Scared of this place Pain of uncertainty At the opposite end of an easy win There's no mercy rule Forced to drown in the dread Clawing over fucking scraps Becomes a vicious routine Starving while the rats get fat Everyday's defeat Clawing over fucking scraps Everyday's defeat

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released May 22, 2020

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